21st Jan 2010
Thursday // 9pm // 2 years ago
i’m in too deep.
i’m in too deep.

“we like to watch you laugh and you picked the insects off plants, no time to think of consequences.”
today was a good day.

“i had a dream last night we drove out to see las vegas, we lost ourselves in the bright lights, i wish you could have seen us.”
i’ve hit a milestone in my life.
i had a dream i went to las vegas with one of my best friends and favorite people in the world. you can choose to go to las vegas, but dreaming about it is far more great because not everyone does it, and i could totally get drunk without “being” drunk. but then again how would i know? i’ve never been farther than louisiana in this ole country. yeah, kudos to me for having an awesome dream that i’ll remember forever.

mega <3333333. :)
“you look like the afternoon
when you wake at 6 in the morning
ready right then, and we’re kids again
you look like a sunny day
when I look outside and it’s storming
when you look at me
and blink so slowly
everything you do makes it easy to fall in love with you
now, now. don’t give me the run-around
with everything you do I just can’t seem to get over you honey
now, now, don’t give me the run-around
I love when she writes for me
and she doesn’t even play the piano
she plays it so good, better than I could
our love gets better everyday
with every touch and sound that your voice makes
how did we get here?
it’s better than last year
so tell me now, tell me how I got so lucky, my dear
everything you do makes it easy to fall in love with you
now, now, don’t give me the run-around
with everything you do I just can’t seem to get over you honey
now, now, don’t give me the run-around
don’t think twice
don’t ask why
we have got to do these crazy things sometimes
we’ll be fine, just realize that everything’s alright
we are out of our minds”

i’ve always been obsessed, i may forget sometimes, but i always come back to rediscover his music over and over.
“If you pick up the pieces I’ll put them together
Only time can be the glue
Only time will let them dry
Only you and me inside my head
Time and time again
These talks turn to stone
These talks turn to stone
And when they dry we will be ready
Only time can keep your heard steady
On beat
On beat
We’ve been searching the sky for answers
Look to the stars so that I feel small
And my problems don’t seem so big”

-“I’ve got dreams in hidden places and extra smiles for when I’m blue.”
i tend to smile or laugh at the wrong moments. when people die, when anything in general bad is said or done. it’s not that it doesn’t hurt, that i have no feeling. it just appears, i have no control. can’t decide if this could be a great thing, but i can say this does work out in my favor when i’m sad, because all i do is smile. life is all about sadness, if i’m all about smiling and laughing through it, is life easy to get through? no. i’ve just got me one nice suit of armor to get me through, my smile, my laugh, no knight included. :)

“i see you.<3”
way to go small town for not letting me enjoy this in 3D. maybe saturday i’ll travel far, far away to do just that. :)

-“we fell in love with the windows rolled down, chasing the sunset through another empty town.<3”